Mystic

Did you hear that thud? It was the sound of my heart hitting the ground. After holding onto the application for about a month and crying every time I looked at it, I finally put Ellen on the wait list for Camp Mystic. Third Term, 2018, with the preference of Betsy as a cabin mate. I think I'm going to be sick... This is one of those times when ambivalence hits me like a ton of bricks. I want my Angel to grow into an independent self-actualized woman who lives with her mother for the rest of her life. Is that so wrong? At least I have seven years to prepare for her first summer. Love, The Little Bee and her Momma